My heart is in my throat!

Today we received some distressing news...

          the other buyer has accepted the sellers counter offer for our farm. We are not too thrilled about this at all. So, I spoke with my realtor extensively as well as my lender and upped our bid for the farm to $155,000 with the potential to increase to $160,000. Not what we wanted to happen but it is a small difference for us to get our dream farm. I also wrote another letter to the seller regarding our hopes and dreams and her farm... I have again poured out my heart to a total stranger hoping to sway her in our direction. Cross your fingers that the seller decides to change their mind and go with us instead.

Oh, did I mention that there is a ZEBRA RANCH down the road from our farm? No? Well I just discovered it while searching out what neighbours we would have if we lived there. Are you kidding me? A ZEBRA RANCH?!? Now we have to have this place! And my kids think I am crazy for wanting a peacock! Ha! How wonderful would that be? I bet my kids would be willing to go ask the neighbour to borrow a cup of flour if that was where we lived! We would be in heaven!!

So we continue the saga with another day in limbo...!

...ugh

Just the beginning....

We are in our 4th month of looking for the perfect place to call home. Who knew that this would be so stressful? Initially we were looking into doing a self help home or buying some raw land and putting a modular on it. After finding out how exorbitant both of those options were we started looking into homes for sale in our area.

Our plans were not clear to us initially so we were pretty flexible with what we were looking for. We knew we wanted a minimum of 1 acre because our dogs needed room to play and we also wanted to have a vegetable garden, some chickens and a few fruit trees.

Now that we are into the fourth month we have begun to consolidate our wants and our needs list. We know that 1 acre will barely be enough so we have been looking for something bigger. But we also want to stay in our budget. This is causing us to spread our search out further than we were initially comfortable with.

Finally about a week ago I stumbled across a property that was listed for sale on Zillow. It looked to be a bit further from town than we had hoped for but it had 10 acres and a 3 bedroom house so we asked for a showing. On our way there we didn't have high hopes. Three miles down a dirt road and 24 miles from the college seemed a bit too rural for us.

As we came over the hilltop and saw the farm I knew in that instant we had found where we were meant to be! Gently rolling hills, old growth oak trees around the perimeter of the property, a small orchard in bloom and a seasonal creek and pond awaited us.

That night after returning home we decided to put in an offer! Because of things outside our control we had to switch lenders mid stream before putting in a full price offer (plus a little extra for repair work that would need to be done to get the loan approved). Of course, this was going into Easter weekend and the seller was out of town.

We had a very impatient wait over the next three days. By the deadline of the offer we still had not received an answer. Unsure of what was happening we pestered our Realtor for details. We were told that there was another offer on the table and even though it was lower than ours the seller was considering it because of the issue of having to do the repairs. That night I could not sleep a wink. About 3 a.m. I sat down and poured my heart out into a letter that I sent to my Realtor to pass on to the seller.

You see, ours is a unique situation. I am a disabled veteran and single mom with several kids in college and one still in high school. Being unable to work and on a fixed income I did not think that I would be able to buy a house for our family in northern California. Especially not a small farm like the one we have our eye on! I praised the seller on her hard work and dedication to the farm that she had created and let her know that I hoped to be able to follow in her footsteps.

The next day I continued pestering my Realtor hoping to hear that the seller had accepted our offer. Instead I was told  the seller had sent a counter offer to the other buyer, leaving us in limbo for the next few days. We were told that if the other buyer did not agree to the counter offer then the seller would accept ours.

Keep your fingers crossed and send all the positive energy you can in our direction. It's a bumpy ride that we have ahead of us and we will need all the help we can get!

Until next time.... r.